October 29, 2008

A few things:

1.  It's really hard to walk in stripper shoes for the first time.  (Mine are black and have 8-inch heels.)  I fell instantly in the dressing room.  I'm slowly getting the hang of it.  I think the trick is to be confident.  If you hesitate, you WILL fall.  (Wow, think about that one!)

2.  Dancing on stage is (unexpectedly) a lot of fun for me.  (Maybe too much fun?)  I guess as a dancer and actress all of my life, I just have a passion for performing.  (I was surprised that even though I was topless and dancing around a pole for dollar bills, I still felt compelled to entertain the audience!)  It gives me a bit of a high when they love me!  Is that bad?

3.  The money's not in the stage performances, the money's in the lap dances.  Which is why it's important that you're absolutely amazing on stage, so customers are dying to meet you and buy a lap dance from you.  And going even further, the money's in the VIP lounge.  (More on that, later.)

4.  I'm learning a lot from my friend, Rayleigh.  She's about to quit, after doing this for years.  She's taught me a lot, and has given me a lot of advice.  Especially on giving lap dances!

5.  Last night, some guy paid me $50 to burn the top of his hand with his cigarette.  He insisted.  I kind of enjoyed it, is that bad?

October 25, 2008

Hello.

My name is Lux.

I'm 21 years old.

I just broke up with my boyfriend because I went to Las Vegas for my birthday and had my first threesome with two Chippendales dancers...

...and liked it.

And I think that crazy night in Vegas did something to me.  It must have opened something up. A completely different person.

An adventurous, dangerous, confused little girl.

And I'm excited about this new development.