December 12, 2008

Teddy

When guys like Teddy show up, it's like a breath of fresh air.

Teddy isn't the guy as old as your father, and he isn't the creep-o in the corner wearing basketball shorts. He isn't a regular, just here with his friends because they thought it would be a stupid idea. He can talk to you as if you weren't naked, and you laugh at the same things. Teddy is genuine.

Simply put, Teddy is really fucking cool.

Teddy was the first guy I broke my rule for.

You know, the "I won't ever give my number to a customer" rule.

Teddy was the first guy I broke my second rule for.

You know, the "I won't ever go on a date with a customer" rule.

So what if I'm obviously on the rebound, so blatantly insecure, constantly looking for trouble, falling for anyone, for the wrong reasons?

These are my ways now, and although it is temporary, this is the way it is. Life is a learning process.

At least I'm aware. More on this development, later.