These are the kinds of moments I don't know how to deal with yet. I'm so gullible.
"I can't possibly leave with a customer," I told him back.
He held my face in his hands, and touched my nose with his. I was still straddling him. The music was still loud.
"You are the most beautiful little thing I've ever met," he said into my eyes.
I'm so gullible.
I had already spent the entire night with Ben. He wasn't that bad, and he was giving me a lot of money. I didn't have to dance much; all we did was talk. He was an ex-cop. He quit after he was shot in the face. Though he had scars, he was still kind of handsome. Very tall, maybe 6'5". Definitely works out.
Kind of handsome.
"I can't," was all I could say.
Because that was my rule. No dating people from the club. No sleeping with people from the club.
He kissed me.
Fuck, I thought, while helplessly enjoying it. I'm breaking all of my rules.
Not long after, I left the club. I had made much more money than I had anticipated. And I was still in shock after the kiss.
While driving home, I saw a very tall man's silhouette walking on the sidewalk. It was pouring rain.
I pulled over.
"Ben! Why are you walking in the rain?" I yelled out the window.
"I'm too drunk to drive," he said.
"Get in the car, I'll take you home."
Breaking all of my rules.
This is a really stupid idea, I thought. He could attack me. He could attack me, rape me, kill me, put me in the trunk, and drive my car into a river.
We got to his apartment, and as soon as I parked, he kissed me again.
"Just come up for a minute," he insisted.
He had a really nice apartment. We went out to the balcony, and in no time, it was no surprise that we were making out again.
He picked me up and wrapped my legs around him. He brought me to the bed.
He took off my clothes. He took off his.
"I've got to warn you - I'm very well-endowed."
I looked down to see the biggest penis I've ever seen in my life.
I let him (gently) do his thing, and he didn't last very long. I didn't enjoy it - at all - because it was very uncomfortable.
"Wow, you feel amazing. Women don't usually let me finish. Even girls twice your height."
I can see (feel) why.
We exchanged numbers. I left right away. I didn't feel too good about myself.
At least I didn't end up in a river.